Welcome To Hell!

This is what I’m ready to be a daddy for :D I know we’ll make amazing parents too <33

I’m doing my best for everything. I’m trying to get a job and be ready to have a family with the love of my life. I’m so stressed out that its killing me. I’ve been looking for a job like crazy nonstop for like ever now. I’m trying to do what is right and have a happy life with her. We might be having a baby and I’m excited as fuck that we maybe parents. I’d give my life for her and our child because they are worth fighting for. Looking for a job, getting yelled at, fighting with my dad, being told I’m going to be living on the streets soon, and trying to be ready for our baby is so worth it. Who ever thinks I’m wrong about that can kiss my ass. I wanna have this baby, I want a family, to live together, and be married one day. Heather, I know we fight sometimes but it some how makes us stronger. We always find away to make it through everything. You are my life. My love. My everything and more. I want to share everything with you. When we get mad or upset about something we should talk about it. I don’t wanna fight. I want you to be happy. Us be happy. And to make our baby happy too. I’m scared. I’m scared that I would fail you and the baby but I know and feel that I won’t. I want a family with you. I love you, Heather Rae Miller :D Forever and always <333

I hate being moody when I get sick. Right now I’m in a good mood again and I’m going to stay in that mood. Heather is right, I should be happy and you know what, I’m more than happy. I have her in my life. I’ll do anything to make sure she stays happy too :D I love that girl more than anything in the world <333

I keep getting a strong feeling that I’m gonna be a daddy :D Get to find out this weekend if Heather is pregnant with our child <33

7-9 days till we find out.

It’s really hard for me to find an obituary for my grandma. I really wanna find one because I need one.

Wish there was something that could cheer me up right now. Easter sucks. There isn’t even a point for it. My grandma got me to love it since I was little but now I just don’t really care for it. It’s not the same with out her. I can’t believe next month on the 9th will be a year since she passed away. R.I.P. Grandma(Gladys W. Smith)

I don’t even know whats going on through my mind right now but I keep getting a feeling something is happening or going on or is going to happen and I don’t like it. I guess I’m just gonna have to find out sooner or later. I will find out some how anyways…